This pregnancy is just so different.
Its not a bad pregnancy by any way, but its definitely not rainbows and butterflies.
I do not feel the happy, glow, of an expectant mom.
I AM happy and excited about this pregnancy.
I cant wait to meet our little one.
I cant wait to see how our life of 4 revolves.
I cant wait to see how Leah steps into her role of Big Sister.
I cant wait to have a 10 lbs baby to carry up and down the stairs rather than my 34 lbs toddler who requests "hold me like baby mommy".
I feel like our new house needs our new baby to get here so it can really feel like home.
But I FEEL so tired and gloomy and grumpy and crabby.
My hormones are out of control.
I feel cranky and irritated all the time.
I have zero patients.
I know its just the crazy effects of pregnancy.
I don't want to be this way...
I hope a switch will change.
I hope these hormones settle a bit.
I want to enjoy these last 5 months as a family of 3 and a slightly less stressful life.
Maybe once I start feeling this baby move my mood will pick up some...
Until then, don't take any attitude I might give you personal.... ITS THE BABY!