I am never a good decision maker. Give me multiple options and I need to mull things over... I stress out.
Even going to a new restaruant can be a hard decision for me... it takes forever for me to decide what to order!
Throw in a life changing, world altering, dream halting decision and it stresses me out even more....
I miss the days of being told what to do... I miss the days of my parents making all the decisions, a coach directing me what to do, and just not being 100% responsible.
Being a grown up is tough.